the wheel of memory

it spinning...

it sheds me blood
as it grinds, slices
slowly cutting me open
opening the healed wound

yet again...

the pain...

as it rips every strands
a pulse of pain is sent
a milli second before torn
slowly, one strand at a time

uuhhhhmm...

it's there, as if i
were sliced by a dull knife
how it rips so hardly
slashing every inch of me

ssshhmmm...

so what else is new?
it's not the first, but
it's the thing inside
that emerges, bursting out of me

eternal hate and revenge.

makes me wanna do the same
to feel every part of it
it just can't be wrong
exactly the way i have been

to you.

a secularist's prayer

oh, greater power

all around are the burdens
tighter they squeeze it felt
the epicenter they raid into
unstoppingly they cripple
slowly and wholly they crush

oh, greater power

these ordeals, they must end
the eternal abyss of anxieties
the steep cliffs of the unknowns
the sheer stabs of uncertainties
to set them offshore is the plea

oh, greater power

grant these humble whines
grant these mortal excesses
balance must be restored
for with your firestorm
it is to be purified too

or

to fade along with it
shall be the destiny

here's to you

Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don't let show

If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me

So just call on me my dear one, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on

a parchment to a knight

indeed a knight you are
a noble knight you are
a royal knight you are
a noble, royal knight you are

there
in the same ordeal i have been
exactly is the feeling
i be acquainted with
believe me, i understand

for

it is a pity, though
for such pristine novelty
the oath of knight you have taken
be broken by unnoble deeds

and as for you, my fellow
by way of the holy pledge and
by means of my humble sincerity
shall i utter this

put an end to ye comparing, o knight
for to evil it shall escort us both
and thee must not compare i
for i too shall not compare thee
solitarily is what we stand for

a dear sayings...

sleep now...
close the eyes, dearest one.

as scent heeds my sense
breathing pulses into my mind
saying that this is thee, so
close, so near, unmistakenly

rest assured, dearest one
for when fragility dissolves
thy and i, we shall be one
a synergy of compassion

us.

..................

here i am waiting
as you awake from peaceful sleep
here i am watching
as your eyes open slowly

here i am waiting
as they slowly undwell
as they bloom very delicately
their pair of glassy beauty

here i am watching
as they greet the world hello
as it slowly but alarmingly
scanning their first view

me.

....................

i hear the morning has come
for i feel its glooming breeze
flows all over i and thee
cockaledoo confirms its arrival
its whole presence around

rise...
rise, dearest one.

for being there in the wait
as thee arise, and to found i
as first immaculate sight of thee
is an impeccable wish that
surely, granted to life

for thee.